Grades 2011 ; Grade Aims of 2012

My grades.

As of KAS.
Eng- A (Gotten a B for Finals)
Geom - B (Gotten a D for Finals)
Jap - C (Gotten a D+ for Finals)
Humanities - B (Gotten a B for finals as usual)
Phys Sci - A (Gotten a C+ for finals)
Health/P.E - A/B (Gotten a B for finals)
IT - A/B (Gotten a C+ for finals)


As of PTSH (Aims for 2012)
Eng (Grammar) - C
Chemistry - B
History - C
Litreature - A
Chinese - C
Japanese - A
*there's 2 more subjects.. but i've forgotten which 2*

Should I return to my fangirling routine and stop thinking about you?
I'm not sure. ): These five months, I've not been a good fangirl towards Jiro/SHINee (maybe more of SHINee) but yeah, I've stopped like being crazy towards them.

you know, i try to make it a point to get near you, cos I wanna know you more..
even to the point, I added you on facebook and even talked to you when your tennis session ended. Am I doing the wrong thing? Should I even do all these things?

I don't know... it's like, I am really confused. I've been like this since I knew you.
You aren't giving me an answer. You know, You said I could be your friend only if it makes me happy... but I'm not even happy because we don't look like friends. We are more like strangers, just like the quote below from 寂寞爆走 lyrics. I'm really tired.

你說做朋友並不是朋友
我們比路人還陌生的多